yes stalker, i just saw ur post for me(: hahaha i was looking fwd to it too though we didn rly study thnks to stupid lizard. but we got to see cute guy! bi zi hen qiao!:D but i heard he's a gay. lol! ohwells. but looking at those j1s, i tried recalling last yr which seems like ytd. but thn again i forgot most of the thing alrdy n all i rmb was 702-ing. heehee. 2011 wld be a greater year! i hope. cuz with everything crashing now i cant seem to foresee anything worse right. according to my tcr from temasek, if everything is alrdy down [F9], the only way left is to go up right?

ditched class w shijia tdy. she zai luh ditched 6 periods, i only 3 nia. but was feeling so terrible after 2.8km. why did i run tdy shijia asked. cuz everyone knows i usually walk. i figured i turn crazy alr thts why. didn have enough sleep last night thnks to fuji plus didn have breakfast. i srsly dno wht i was running for, i only rmbed i kept myself running despite the bleeding legs thts super painful. now i cnt even bathe properly alrdy cuz my legs rly damn pain. so headache was damn bad, went to office to get form luh. bh, i srsly dno how tht girl can get into jc. she go tell the GOlady she lives alone. want lie oso be more convincingly luh. turns out tht she lives in hostel n she lied abt not having guardian. i was standing thr, head exploding n thr sh was trying to be funny. best thing= i have to wait cuz GOlady wna process our papers tgr. wth. pekchek ttm. bus-ed home w shijia. just woke up, felt like posting. posted, back to sleep. ta-ta. PS khoohs, i know 2.8km is nth compared to ur 13km, but yeah wna tell u i feel so proud of myself!

n temasek keep sending invitation to go run X-country w them. dude, every year i sat thr n acted dumb in order not to run, u think i wna go back n torture myself w 3.3km? LOL!

when we no longer tell each other everything, i felt disconnected n empty. tdy is the last day im trying. tdy will be the last day im sad. i need to forget alot of things. im still trying. why didn my stm work this time. no more shedding of tears, yeah.