dear stalkerz, im backkkkk:DD and sadly, im still as thin!! i believed luhh. heehee cuz i didnt gorge-.= [i suddenly thought of gordon n realize his name fits him damn well-.=]

HCNY PPL! hope u enjoy this long awaited short hols. crapp how i wish the duration times ten!!! thts impossible though. omzz. i got this rly cute skittles bottle which contains skittles from my ahgong house thr damn chio!! im bringing it to school heehee rly, it's red n damn chio n sg doesn sell it [well at least i nv seen it b4 not like i frequently go buy sweets though] LOL! i didn rly have a greatttt time but i missed my ahgong alot. he turned v v skinny. scarily skinny. tht i wonder where did my fat ahgong go n i srsly damn sad luh. ahgong used to have a big belly one. i see him i v xin suan. but i got to see him!!:D the previous time my family went ahgong house i cldn go cuz i had to work. n i love my ahgong house ttm, not only because it has awesome sea view and awesome seafood, but i love to sit outside n enjoy the breeze. i can rly sit thr n stone. but this yr i fell asleep early, didn get to eat tuan yuan dan next door. nvmmmm): n oso i find myself A LITTLE too old to play w all the crackers, sparklers n fireworks cuz apparently my young cousins r playing happily. hahaha! recalled the times when i was a kid. it was rly awesome. anwww, monopoly deal is rly a game u can nv get sick of, or rather im so addicted!!! so played w cousins. wasn as fun as playing w mjco ppl! mjco monopoly deal games r funniest n exciting!!! and i recalled games with allies..heehee. but i think ever since my ahgong house got computer u can nv find real peace there. it used to be rly no communication w singapore, but now despite me trying so hard to tell myself take 2days to detoxify the fb toxin n lie to myself thrs no computer, it's so unconvincing tht i surfed the net now n thn luh-.= lol. so yeah, haven detoxify yet, which explains wht im doing now. i needa cut down usage!! AND [okay deleted any not-so-nice words] stupid [not tht bad right] PRATA SHOP!! I GO SO MANY TIMES EVERYTIME SAY NO MORE WLAO EH!!!))): i woke up so earlyyyyy! [okay i have to be honest, i left house at 10plus-.= cuz my cousin luhh call so many times still sleep like pig! worse thn me luhh!!!] everytime had to eat plan B, the dim sum for breakfast. i want the prataaaaaaaaaaaa!!! cycled there. quite far n i lazy to walk. haha. v long nv ride le!!! i miss my bike so muchhh!! my bike is a red n chio((: though it's gone now. cycled ard the village n it was rly peaceful. i thought of nth at all n kept cycling. pictures n faces flashed across my mind, n was gone the next moment. n i didn carry my camera w me if not sure snap pictures!! i was so smart to charge my mp4!! cuz i rly hate long journeys w a battless mp4!

on my way home, the long ride on car, i tell myself, i'll leave all bad memories in msia, n come back with fresh memory. but when i reached sg, i realize i cant be so harsh on myself. i need more time. shall be nice, one week thn. i'll try.

i love all the clothes i bought. like omz.

n one common thing, i bought them all with the same mood n on impulse-.= but thnk god they r all awesome!

i rly love grace alot. for promising to be my date on V. heehee. okay luh, i know tht HTHT guy asked you out. go okayy?:D n tell me the stories!!

bitch! i want cheesecake from starbucks from genting!:D LOLL! okayyy i cant wait to see the bimbo clip!! haha me n huijing will wear it to school!:D cuz last year we bought a hellokitty watch tgr. yeah bimbo set completed!

just saw sth i dont rly like to see. haix. i rly wonder if u saw the reason or not. nvmmmm, next time close my eyes!

if reconnection is abt hurting each other all over again, i rather we not contact anymore. n just stay as strangers tht r strangely familiar.

now on top of headache, my throat starting to..i rly rly nv eat cny goodies[not alot luhh] cuz i dont rly like mah. i need my sleep! will post soooon, see how does my detoxification process goes thn!

to sufen,

think of wht u have. try to put everything u own tgr, n leave out whtever u lost. u'll be much much happier. n more smiles pls.