Wednesday, February 9, 2011
EVERY weds n fri, until 9pm.
i wna kill chuan huijing omgg. she spoil the plan!!! tdy is shijia's bdae, n me hildy [basically xuanyue ppl] we were gg to keep quiet n pretend we dno, i know right so cliche-.= haha! thn we were passing around the notebook for mjco ppl to write. n everything was quite successful. UNTIL we bumped into huijing in the canteen. cuz she saw me making card for shijia during house meeting in the morning so she know it's her bdae. n tada! SHE SAY HAPPY BDAE N EVEN SANG A BDAE SONG whn i alrdy squeeze my eyes until cnt squeeze anymore le luh omgg. she didnt find it weird i didn sing along n give awkward face. n me n hildy totally, stone. *dozen of crows flew past* anwwwww, sang bdae song at abt 7! got guanyue ppl to sing tgr. haha! everyone got out of xuanyue room, thn two sections stood outside thinking how we shld go in while weibin stay inside w shijia. thn christopher decided lets just run in. n we did, leejing switch off the lights-.= [thr was no cake-.=-.=] hahaha thn we sing!!! thn i say lets sing firework cuz sj like tht song, end up stupid luh they all purposely dont want sing-.= wth so embarrassing i was totally off tune can!! GRRR!! cuz tdy lesson plan damn ass. i no break in between at all. 5 periods straight in a row. thn lesson end at 145, go co room do up the gift. if i have one break period i oso will sneak out to get cake one! feel abit bad! afterall bdae stay in sch until 9 damn sad alr! buttttttttttt, the card i made for her is damn freakingg chio, alot ppl say one! HEEHEEE! making for ppl for Vday oso luh. haha! awesome:D n i think christopher is a nice person after tdy. haha we exchanged our list of eyecandy, he say my taste not bad all quite good ones! HAHA! andddd xuanyue had bonding session, thn we off lights n had ghost story telling. wthhhhhhh!! it was lame. christopher sat next to me, n he tried to scare me but didn succeed. thn end up jobian[the teller] did a climax shout, i rly tio scare n whacked christ alot of times with my bluepinkdolphin bottle omgg. damn freakkkky i swear. haha!
morning had to go school normal time. suckkk. my 1 hr more of sleep!!! cuz tdy got house meeting w j1s. and have to dance the open house dance for them!! HAHA! so retarded!! anyhow one! okay heres wht happened: hadi[my partner] partner pavitar, i partner huijing, wesley[huijing's partner] grab jieming[thahira's], thn derrick no partner. thahira look at me.. *nooooooo* but lol, in the end still she have to dance w derrick. omgg damn retarded cuz LT5 stage v v small. i can bang the wall alot of times. n a whole LT full of ppl is scary. haha! anyhow dance luh, n royal kept telling the j1s we got 2nd for tht dance comp. LOL so unconvincing given the crap just now!
co performance was retarded. i was damn freaked out behind the curtain, thn i see, not much audience. finally phew! went ard to drag ppl to join co!!! like crazy woman. tdy i hyper i dno why oso. i shout until my throat abit pain now. cuz the whole school damn noisy, have to shout if not ppl cnt hear. i kinda scare the j1 jnrs? haha! n inside co room, i was rly rly v irritated. i shouted even before i realize i did it. i know tht was rude. but i rly dont understand. when ppl ask u to keep quiet, trying so hard to get things started cuz time is limited, shldn u just keep quiet instead of blasting away esp ur instrument is the loudest among all? isn it basic respect? n aft i shout shut up u still continue playing. u think funny arh? im srsly not picking on any particular person. but since tht section like to lecture ppl who talk during prac, thn i think tht section better show tht they r better instead of being so irritating all the time. honestly im sure majority of mjco cnt stand them alrdy, just tht noone as fierce as me dare to shout. everytime say okokok, end up still wrong. how many one more time can we give? srsly, it's so time wasting n exhausting. ur laziness n stubborness is dragging everyone along aimlessly n pointlessly. wht for make everyone so tired whn u shld get ready, listen to others n learn frm UR mistakes, n stop trying to lian last min blasting in co room whn everyone is trying to tune n all our tuner could pick up is ur instrument's random blasting. n i saw it. the jnr damn scared after i shouted n ask u to keep quiet, u purposely continue to play randomly. wtf? come on luh. u trying to be funny izit? im not picking on ur, but ur attitude rly sucks. even a jnr knows wht to do. wth call urself a snr. but i feel bad luh twds jieheng cuz it's definitely not directed at him. im just so irritated. n srsly, noone is doing tht. last min anyhow blast b4 dazu start, worse still alrdy started. if u cant discipline yourself, thn dont blame others. think, before u start calling me a bitch. reflect. srsly, call me a bitch lor. i dont care, not like i dno wht else u said.
i got a new jnr. his name is ernest. i think he's v smart. he can learn v fast. yayy i dont like to teach slow ones cuz i v impatient. aft a few times he can play tgr w me alrdy. yayy! he rly not bad. vs guy, folds arm, statue thr. n he abit himbo quite cute! HAHA j1, enjoy ur life while u can. lol!
got back maths test n quiz. both passsed:D yayyyy. chem nv study, ftw. bio, i studied still fail. even chem nv study oso did better. omgg luh. sad. didn expect bio to be tht bad. even chem tyco can get marks here n there, bio write so much all wasted-.=
u two just get tgr luh for all i care. thn dont be so hypocritical alrdy? fine i shall see whrs my limit. i rly dno wht u want. alrdy nth to do w me isn it?
i think things cant go back to where they were. over time ppl drift apart, as much as i hate it i have little or no strength to pull them back. some r easy to, but some r rly hard. how. tell me wht shld i do.
bimbo wrote this on my hand while i was busy writing in co room! haha! okayy fine, i occasionally abit bimbo, abit only arh!
[willow smith- whip my hair]
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you...
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