Wednesday, January 26, 2011
breeze, come, n take me away.
im scared. im frightened. im confused.
since just now, each time my phone lights up, i shut my eyes n refuse to look at it. i only wna see the one text. nth else.
we, the Tom[me] Dick[shiyee] n Hairy[jeanne], r so gg to meet up soon(: almost got to meet dick tdy, but i was having lesson! haha. j1s coming in tmr like omg. canteen wld be packed= have to run faster for food! lol i sound so kiasu, but thnk god tdy i alrdy ate sizzler [the longest waiting queue in canteen] so yeah tmr onwards shall se which is the shortest queue((:
just went to jy's blog. i feel so happy for her! two yrs isn easy lor! whoa! cfm v lasting alrdy:D
i realize, u have to enjoy wht u do in order to do well. co prac tdy was funny. we prac 3 new year songs omg! okay i tried explaining to bimbotwin but she dont understand. okay here goes.
gaohu easiest diao is Gdiao aka G major or whtever u call it
erhu easiest is D diao.
end up the 2 songs i using erhu is in Gdiao
n tht one song i use gaohu is in D diao.
suayy ttm. as a result will rmb the wrong set of fingering luh tskk!!
n whts even funnier-.= zhenglaoshi cnt attend on actual day so no conductor and he decided dont want student conductor last min. so he ask me to lead every song to start.
zls: hao kai shi
*put my hand in the air*
*he continue talking*
*thinking if i shld put down my hand*
*put down*
zls: hao lai kai shi
*three four go*
zls: bu ke yi, zai lai
*one two go*
zls: bu gou sharp, mei you dian
*three four*
[*co starts to play*
zls: zai lai yi ci]X4
*i see faces umchio*
zls: sufen ni kan wo
*okayy, hand still in the air*
embarrassing ttm luh!! first few times i start n everyone cldn catch the beat n didnt start tgr. haha. n ppl ask me why i keep umchioing. how can dont umchio u tell me. haha. funny luh.
was at weheartit.com, i dont understand why ppl takes nude/skimpy picts of themselves n put up thr-.= tsk. not suitable for children. n nudity not in tht arts kind, its rly..obscene.
so many things on my mind, so little brain cells, my brain was emptied out, so i had been thinking of nth at all since ytd. you spin my head right round right round.
it was nv easy whn it comes to matter of heart. because the more u invested, the harder it is to recover. chem test took my mind off for awhile, but now whn my brain is empty, i see lies, lies n lies.
for once, i wish i was heartless. but i cant cuz im guilty.
o.m.g.didn expect myself to shed a tear but when i was telling stupid lizard i did. since last night until now, no matter wht i was calm. in fact abnormally calm. val says im abnormal ytd. so did hj. n bimbo twin is booking a time w me to talk abt it. n back to the point, i rly dno why i did. it just hit me all of a sudden. wht happened to the calmness. it's weird. im weird. weird ttm. ttm. but thnk goodness thr were ppl thr for me or i'll rly be lost. tell me wht shld i feel, how shld i feel, who can i lean on.
[bigbang- lies]
[travis garland- airplanes]
all you have to do, is say what u want, may it be ask me to stay or ask me to go. i wld do exactly. so speak the truth, say u want me to stay.
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