Wednesday, December 1, 2010
consolidation.
i realize i lost contact with them completely. partly cuz of my friends, who wish no more contact with them n partly cuz i myself am angry with their ability of making use of ppl. yeah there were lots of fond memories, but they were all shattered when i saw wht the whole thing is really about. i used to defend tht it's not rly a very political thing, but now i hafta agree. wht bonding wht rship is all for politics and dude, it doesn last becuz once u get wht u want u cut off all ties n change ur face. but one thing u get in there, at least a true friend. at least one. and the rest can burn tgr n f everything else. one golden rule to stay in the game, be downright despicable and you'd win everything, be the king or queen.
above thoughts inspired by a person's blog n fb account. i dno why do i care to visit anw.
awww crap. ytd was one whole day of play instrument thr. reached sch at 8+ cuz i cldn wake up! n char n pam was v nice cuz they waited for me at busstop! n it was damn crap. although gaohu got solo parts, but it sucks when it rly becomes SOLO cuz apparently xuanyue got 3 ppl gg msia, leejing is out-of-town currently and rebbecca cnt play. so it became a real solo thing. n i was quite irritated= in bad mood cuz of work thing+some other things so i kinda wanna slap her. grrrr>:((( but i was quite retarded, i was playing at least one key higher n noone cld tell? LOL. i realized it only at 8pm whn i attempted to check my dottings. n anw, lunch-ed with pam [aka LA-MEI], charlene[aka SHI-MEI], singhui[aka KOO-MEI], huanwoon[aka WEN-MEI, this only only yc can call], yaochang[aka CHANG-GE, as in singing], youbin[aka ooily biscuit or lan-ge], jieheng[aka heng di?] n weibin at T1astons. it's freakinggggggggg nice!!!! haha! n above lame names created by none other than our vice-chair luh. thn after tht went back to school, weibin refuse to teach rebecca!!! wts-.= thn cont to have prac. signed in fb n saw some omfg things, went out n called huijing. talked alot, thn called thahira to meet up at gallery between co room n band room. went back for prac n zhenglaoshi reached alrdy! n my hand nua srsly. left hand press string until damn pain n right hand got cut by bow. pain luhhh. anw bus-ed home n fell asleep.
met huijing ytd to collect pay. but sadly it was raining so we ran until damn tak-glam. haha! n my hair screwed luh. told her abt my freaking bad monday at work. n speak of the devil. wtf luh. okayy, anw it was raining heavily but we went icecreamchef n had AWESOMEZ icecream!!! i was greedy can. original plan was to get my long-ago-start-craving melon+kinderbreuno, i ended up ordering large one with one more flavour cuz durian is simply irresistible! haha n peter ordered creme brulee+ atrwberry n cream. OMG ALL V NICE! haha! but it's freeezing n i wna pee! after tht bus 12 all the way back. i slept like a pig luh. thn whn i woke up peter nv sleep, she say too cold cnt sleep-.= LOL! but my legs n hands frozen alrdy can cuz the bus blast aircon!
monday is fucked up, dont wna talk abt it.
im tired. needa find new excitement in my life.
10:11 PM
